I’m finally 100% relieved!
My piano exam is held on the same week as my final exams’ (even on the same day with my psychology test) That means I’ve to rush to my college after my piano exams D: And just imagine that, you’ve to practice piano meanwhile you also have to study for the coming finals. If this goes on, I don’t think I will be alive in this world anymore as the stress level is just too high, and I can’t cope with it.
Both of the results are finally out, and I got distinction for piano exams and cgpa of 3.7. And I was like, WOW how can I ever get such good grades, it must be a miracle! :D and I’m not bragging about myself but I’ve finally realized that efforts bringing success.
So yeah, dear mom and piano teacher, I’ve proven you all that I can handle both things well :) Please be proud of me as I’ve paid a lot efforts in doing it so! :D HEEEE
It was a day with full of mixed emotions
Couldn’t be happier to see all my friends again… Meanwhile… Feeling the pressure as most of my classmates’ names were announced for getting a ring of As. However, I was disappointed when my name was not heard. Resulting me to be too nervous to announce my results to my parents as their expectation is way higher. And also the sad moments when you see your friends posting about their achievements in the facebook. FML.
I’ve no idea why
I’d lost the passion towards classical music…
Maybe its the time for me to expose to the world outside…
Well, things must change!
Dilemma
Should I move on or just give up?
Well…There’s a girl I like but I’d heard news about one guy is buying a bouquet of flowers for her. Her birthday is on this Sunday when he’s proposing his love towards her. Should I interfere?
I don’t wanna ask for more
Just want these few dreams to be fulfilled :P
-Succeed in life
-Mastering in singing
-Having a girlfriend
-Happiness always
simple right?
Chemistry test tomorrow
and I’m not ready for it… Plus, I want to play maple so badly but I can’t :(
I need to study even harder than last time as I don’t really like to waste my parents’ money on my education. I will score better than anyone else so that I can be chosen for applying into a scholarship which can help to reduce my parents’ burden. This may sound a little “Kiasu” but that is what I want for fulfilling my goals. Everyone does have a dream right? :)
So what my dream is to get a fantastic result which enables me to enroll into a good university after 2 years of studying in Inti. Then I’ll pass all my 9 professional examinations to become a successful actuary.
University life experience
A lot changes came by though but I’m lazy to explain them. So I will just talk about my feeling here :)
So yea, HEY NEW UNI LIFE DEI! ! !
as i was so excited about it since long long time ago…
“I CAN WEAR WHATEVER SHIT I WANT! I CAN WAKE UP LATE! I CAN STUDY THE SHITS I LIKE! etc.”
However, these statements above aren’t big deal to me after several weeks studying in that university. The thing that is called big deal to me now is the “friendships”. It is pretty hard to make friends here :( Even though you succeed to make a few friends here but they are just not the type of friend whom you are having during high school. They are waaaaaaayyy more different, for example:
Too Chinese, Too “Smart”, and Too Good?
You may say that I’m being “racist”, but this is what my sensation/feeling tells me, so you can’t argue with me :) Hmm… Maybe I should change to a better uni/college where England guys are studying?
Sigh, It’s just only lasting for 2 years, I’m telling myself… After that I’m going to America where I can speak more English to improve my ENGLAND. And during that time, I will try to mix some ENGLAND GUYS ( if possible? ) so that I will not always speak in mandarin to those mandarin friends…
And well… I’m willing to wear the school uniform, I’m willing to wake up early, I’m willing to go for tuitions everyday… just to see all of you guys :’( however, its not possible…… And that’s why those precious time we had spent together, I will never forget..
Now, I’m waiting… waiting for the day of releasing SPM results. Where I can meet all of them, then I will talk to them, talk to them and talk to them… Never let them go until I’m satisfied :))
